CHANGES

ok.
changes.
this year i bet is gonna be full of drama's .

mom,
i can see tt she's trying to be a lil bit
more understanding as days pass by.
being more open to my blabber topics such as boys.
maybe she at last see im growing or maybe she's considering
my age.
im gonna be 16 this year.
fuh.how time fly past.

dad,
recently i see,him being more aggresive to amir.
lebih tegas la.
but still,his soft spots of pampering amir still shows.
but im just a lil worried.
he kept on blabbering about deaths and stuffs.
oh dad don't ever leave.

amir,
his becoming more agrresive this year.
he could really kill if he's mad.
and i mean it.
he pull and tore my shirt twice.
he pulled my hair and won't let go.
scary aite?.i noe.
but sweets,at least now
i treasure him and not regard him as
the-boy-who-stole-my-parents.
:]

friends,
they are a sweet bunch!
eventhough i often not hang around with them,
they treat me the same.
no more silent treatment unlike last year.
:]
yes, i love bff dhiya and bff aini.

me,
yes i do change too.
i realise tt i've become more lazy each dae.
im very prompt at doing housework and stuffs.
but when it comes to schoolwork and revising,
yea the lazyness come.
im determine to excell in O's but
with this attitude
i dun noe how.
somebody slap me please.


its 9.40 now.
1 hr 60 mins before alfiee
finish working. :]
ps: y am i even posting this?.