it's already febuary.
according to my plan,bulan ni lah aku
nak start blaja untuk o level.
i must and i will.
major exam.saper taknak pass kan?.
idk why.
but i have this feeling tt im the only person
planning ahead for my future.
and i mean serious planning.
eg: poly,financial,future bf,fiancee,husband,children
:]
too ambitious i noe.
anyway.
hari ni aku nak post bout my close friends.
in particular,
AINI dan DHIYA.
we have been friends since primary one.
and i've just realised that we have become much closer
this year.
all those rants and secrets shared
over lunch.
i really like those moments.
treasure my bffs.
myself.
i've also realised tt im not tt fragile animore.
i dun cry over stupid stuffs such as gossips
and i can face critisms pretty well now.
now i ambition to be a model.
since i like comwhoring soo much.
tapi semalam zulaiha said this to me.
"kau nak jadik model?.u must go for a makeover first".
haha.
funny how people perception of a model really is.
model tak semestinya kene ader natural beauty.
aku pernah menjadik model untuk tony and guy hair fashion
show before.
aku tak cantik.
tetapi make-up yg tebal telah membuat aku seperti seorang diva.
:]
dhiya said i got the heights to be a model.
i think so too.
not to brag but i really am confident i
can be a model.
:]
ps: biaselah.pat sekolah muker aku mmg tak der natural beauty.jerawat.tapi biler keluar,org tak kenal aku.sebab?.aku pakai make-up.well make-up really do miracles.:]
my point.i dun look good for people to see or boys to adore.when i look good,i feel good. :]
