You are going thru a very tough test in life. I would have gone bonkers If I were in your shoe. Still, you manage to take it in ur stride. Be patience, dear sis. Nothing is forever.-pixelwiz

i pass through life everday feeling im the most unluckiest person to be choosen to lead this kind of life.
im more than bonkers already.never a day i live without crying.
coping with this kind of life is hard indeed.
i still remembered how i really wish to have a baby brother
and how i cried when they were gone just like that.
the first and the second.

im independent and strong as people may look.
but im also vulnerable and soft inside.
i may just snapp anytime.
anytime.