i decide to talk a bit more bout my first date with fir.
hehes.note.
the following entry may sound a lil mushy and stuffs.
so go stick your eyes somewhere else if the post does not appeal to you. :]

i came out from ze train.
i swear i can hear my own breathing.and i swear i can feel my heart-throb.
yes.nervous.
saw him.saed hi.
went to ps.hungry.so we made our way to mcd.
bla bla bla.
ok let's just go to the intresting part shall we.
all this lamenting is making me bored.ehes.

ok part i LOVED most :]
we went to fort canning.
ahas.he was so cute.
offered to carry me up the stairs.
but end up pulling me up the stairs instead.
i can't stand the tiredness nemore.
so decide to just sit on ze bench.
gosh.my legs were screaming.
i backfaced him and stretch my legs.
just then i felt his hand hugging my waist.:))
thenn..
i guess i will just keep the rest of the story to myself.
well my 3 jambu's have already known the rest of the parts or should i say every single detail.ahas.

it was the first presence i felt from a guy.
although i noe this relationship won't work out.
i'll still preserve it in my memories forever. :]
like how i still remember the first gift from a guy was from siddiq.
and my first valentyne gift from alfian.

My head is saying "fool, forget him",My heart is saying "don't let go" .