if she could make this moment of her life in to a scene in a movie,
it would be a girl clamping her knees tight to her body,crying miserably in one corner of her room,reminiscing her past and hating what the future beholds.

the man of her dreams have dated someone else.her bestfriend seem to everything she doesn't.she felt like screaming "FCUKING SHIT" to her family.she wants to be fat.she does not believe that beauty is only skin deep.her head hurts alot when she's frustrated.she thinks she's a psycho but she's all ok when her frustration subside.
she's so fcuking irritated by the fact that everything she owns look good on her bestfriend more than it looked on her.she's irritated by the fact that she's way too forgetful.she's irritated that she have no special talents unlike her bestfriend whom can sing,dance,draw.she tries to hold on yet it snapped bit by bit.she's typing this shit again.