just like "house-husband" pixel and teacher dizzy,i have also lost my blogging mood off late.so that should explain the lack of updates.

work was fine as usual,and life is pretty much moving on.Today is extra special though as not only that i started my day bad,but the end of day was very much rotten as well.MRT services today was reaaaaaaaaally sucky,and i was late for work.Rilla was also caught in the commotion,she was 2 hours late mind you.(that's just the first part,brace yourself)

end of day,aww how should i put this?i was thinking of syarif(as usual),and he's there,with his *girl*friend.i was heartbroken?(over-reacting much).its just this odd feeling,as if im mourning over a loss.i saw that girl before,with him too,that fcukin gorgeous girl,with gorgeous syarif.so i thought to myself,oh ugly duckling,where do you stand?.i shouldnt feel this,i shouldnt be like this.i've gotten over him,

have i?