its all so frustrating,so pressurisin,so *insert fuck face*.since work till now,people can't stop buzzing about which sch they are posted to.work was hell for me just now,not the workloads,but hell for the fact that im surrounded by people of higer intelligence that can't seem to contain their excited-ness about their polytechnics.yes,im glad for they have make it to the next level,fulfill yet another desire of theirs.but can't they just shut the hell up and acknowledge this dumb presence among them that is trying so hard to contain her emotions inside.work was hell.come to think of it,im glad that i was at least posted to a school.but still,work was hell.HELL.

i don't know what's up with today.seriously.i feel dumb,i look dumb,(i am dumb?).
for the second time,a customer manage to make me feel so low.for the record,he teach me english just now."I SAYED COULD YOU TAKE THAT FOR ME?,PRESENT PARTICIPLE,YOU KNOW?",yes sir,i know what's present participle,and fyi,i scored B's for my english which wasn't so bad afterall.too bad,the phrase "fuck you" isn't inside the dictionary,(only available was,fuck off,fuck up,fucking;*longman dictionary*)which if it is,i could use as a refrence to make the most comprehensible sentence for you.oh wait,i just saw "fuck-wit"(*longman dictionary page 651)but too bad,it states there "do not use this word".aww man.

still,i don't know what's up with today.i was suprisingly taken aback to whom i just bump into today.i kept asking myself,why today?.its pretty creepy i must say.today wasn't the usual "lepak after work day",waiting to join ayul's smoke break,slacking around.today,i have this big urge to go home fast,big urge to walk by marina instead of the usual shortcut,big urge to pace my walking,big urge(VRY BIG URGE)which i myself can't explain why.
soon enough,upon opening the glass door leading to city link,i know why these big urge have been harassing me.

danish,
i certainly didn't thought that i could have bump into you today,in person,after all the long chats we used to have,and you being MIA for idk why,and also not replying to me for idk reasons too.its been a long time man,a vry long time.you know,come to think of it,its pretty weird how i missed you so much even though,i didn't know you that well in person.i guess its because,you've been such a great help before,a great listening ear and all.you're such a great friend,you ought to know that.futhermore,danish,i've always had this feeling that you are still reading my blog,a silent reader that is.though i must say im pretty dissapointed that you didn't(at all)reply to me,to be frank,i thought that you just wanted to die on me forever man.
loosing a great friend like you certainly is a huge loss you know.so,please i beg you,no more MIA scences lah.thats the least you could do for me now.sriously,im sick of loosing friends.

im done here.