tonight seems like one of the nights that i have mixed emotions and complicated thoughts hovering,making me feel so low to the point that i could cry just thinking about it.
im sick and tired thinking how many of my other friends will go,fly fast advancing more faster,leaving me behind,taking small steps still to reach my desired destination.im sick of claiming myself to be dumb,an ass who dares to dream but not able to attain what she wants.
i know i could do it,but something is holding me back.something that i myself can't seem to unravel.ass.