NO BALLS PEH JANTAN.
i couldnt care less dear friend.if you're not the least bothered by my apology,why should i feed more to your ego?no balls sial.

a week ago,hazlan decided to create more games for our class outing.he thought of this game called "secret" which intends for people like me to bitch inside a piece of paper which is suppose to be read on outing day itself.but hazlan breech our trust,he and his locker partner taufik succumb to the temptation of reading the papers,which they did.eventually,hazlan was embarrased by the content of the papers and taufik was fuming mad by a particular paper written by yours truly.
taufik took the wrong step,he told us everything tt had happen,and even showed us the particular paper which he was truly hurt of;he even swear he would beat the hell out of the person who wrote that particular paper,i was sitting right beside him at that point of time.
matter grew worst,teacher gotta knew about it.i then decided to appologise and "surrender" myself.i appologise,4 times.taufik was dissapointed,he cried(infront of us!),and his ego just wont go away.now he even wanted to type the whole letter out,and i bet the next thing he'd gonna do is show it to the whole world.(story in brief)

but i couldnt care less,why?
cause my feelings were neutral while i was critising in that paper.me and my gf's were even laughing and jokingly make funny comments.we knew we are gg to be ditch at too,so we just couldnt care less.i couldnt help thinking how overconfident taufik and hazlan was for they didnt expect people to criticise them at all?they're the ones who wanted this game to be on so much,and when they're hurt by it,we're the one to be blame?im truthful to him,i admit im wrong.what more does he want from me?yes,we were wrong,we didnt think of the consequences of our actions,and weren't sensitive to others feelings.but we're human beings too.we cut,we bleed,we cry.
but i felt bad too,
cause i dissapoint him much.i made him cry.i made him hate me.pot,you're succha bitch.

probably,this is why i dont deserve to have any special guy friends. :(
pot,kau loser.

at least,my conscience is clear.