im a presence,im a life form that answers question,that had asked questions myself,and that had waited for replies.im a life form that had my own decency,conscience and doubt.im a life form that knows everything is for the better or probably worst meant.im a life form that just want to live through agony and ego of others.

i've been wanting too much,hoping too much,clinging on for too long/;im frustrated,im hurt.im a fool,fool for you farhaan.i dont even know why im crying right now,i dont even know where the problem lies,what the real deal is.all i know is,i have to stop adoring you.i have to stop hoping;

hope is not worth hoping,thus everything seems to be like never ending trials.
...

2.40 am.
i found the answer,im satisfied,truly.
im happy for you farhaan.i understand and fully support your priority.may you last long with fatin.

i'd be in denial if im not feeling the least anguish in this situation,thus this song,i dedicate to you;

Teardrops On My Guitar

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I need everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without
Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.