that moment between heartbeats,no i dont feel it.and then i realise,the charms isn't there anymore.why really,whyy?
should i had purged myself of every single gesture,every exclamation,until i reached the point of only having to express myself through my eyes,should i had force-feed everyone with my existance,could i have been happier that way?.life is afterall a facade,but still i aint gonna die just yet.not yet.not now.

some things are better off left untended.