i wont let anyone ever catch me at my upmost vulnerable moment,no one,let alone my own bestfriend.
amier you fucking upset me today.

she's dissapointed at herself everytime this happens.she could have been a better sister,but she just werent patient enough.
she wished she could.she really wish she could.
she's fucking dissapointed at herself,she cried till her chest hurt.her chest really hurt now.
she's always this silly girl to the classmate.she's this wise girl to the bestfriend.she's always the hardworking saviour to the colleage.she's the independent daughter to her parents.
but truly,she's just a fucking dissapointment !
:'(

yes,i admit i am a loser.
you score.

this is not a self pity entry.these emotions are very real.ever cried a fucking river?