in my mind,there's always thoughts about the world.there's thoughts about life.there's thoughts about things.

i kept on talking to myself,under my breath.i tell myself i am wise.i assure myself that i am in control.i keep my conscience clear.i maintain oder.i do not loose sight of myself.i am realistic.i belief in facts,and dare not trust dreams.i do what i want to do,and above all,i'll work hard to achieve what i want.

right now,im having deep thoughts.and thats exactly the reason why im typing this down.as i reflect on myself,and what i have typed above,im feeling rather apologetic.

one day i will struggle to remember the reason for the choices i once made or consider.
one day i will struggle to release the weighted pressure on my chest.
one day i will struggle to let go the feeling of something is void in my life.
i've swinged from extreme to extreme;i've danced on air,i've fallen on hard ground.

today i tell myself this,in times of reminding myself to trust my own judgments and opinions,in times of keeping my life focused on believing in myself and all that im capable of,i must make a stronger sense of these.
bottom line: you can never be too careful in life

ps: dear,with love things grow,in times things show. :)