Saturday, April 21, 2007

first, i flirt with you until i fall for you. ya. thats right. i know im bad. i very malu to tegur u at school. i move on to do other silly stuff till i realise it later and regret but was a little to late.i didnt know that at the first place.i juz leave you. our frendship suffer.i just lost everythingi didnt bother to apologize.-him

so u smsed me and stuffs and yah i did fall for you.badly.but then i realise that u moved on.i have a diff perception of you and yah i did intend to throw the thing u gave away but somehow it sticked around.it took me a while to move on.actually i only started moving on after i saw her profile so yah.i guess we're just too confused tt tyme.-me

how can i not apologized?.can you punish me or sumthing?.please?its in the past but i couldnt forget it.please tell me u hate me?.can we be friends again?i thought all this while you pretending and the fact is you hate me to the core.-him

it happened that night.
the long convo that rake the past.
i told him a few tyme tt i've moved on.
but he just kept pesterin to be punished.
i guess i have to lie again.
the sight of him made me wobble.
sometimes i did have this thought in my head,"he moved and and is merry,but im still here at the same spot longing for history to repeat again".
i guess i have not moved on.
i guess im still longing for that late night calls and sweet messages.
perhaps i just need a lil attraction.
sorry dude but i just have u quiet-en u down just now.
i lied.
i have not moved on.
but i accept the harsh reality of life that our story ends tragic.
glad to see u have moved on with her.
i hope she'll be there everytime u need someone to hold on to.
im not in search.
im not waiting.
i'll just let time fly by and be merry.