some things just dun flatter me much.
like trying too hard to be mean
and acting so flirty eventhough u already have a boyfiee.
yes all of this is none of my business but
it just bothers me much as it affects others around me too.
u just don't get it dun you?.
i tried to talk but it just dun seep in.
my actions too are worthless.
u made me just rants in this post here.
and made me seem down in silence
as although i maybe "oh the crappy geek siti"
i can be mean like you do
or more than that.
im tired of standing behind the wall of friendship
when my heart just wants to scream how shitty u are somtymes.
well people have their own characters
and i guess i just have to accept u for who u are.

well sorry if u are bothered by this post.
it just occured to me that i can't speak up cause
i will lost to ur mouth.
i'd rather lost words than lost friendship that once is so wonderful and neat.
i guess..
i just dun fit in anymore.