never in my life have i reacted appropriately,be it a serious matter or just a slight notch of tangled mess.this year is horrible.
from messing with a junkie to taking friendship too personal,gawd horrible.real horrible.true enough i must say,im too young to take relationship to a serious note.
nevertheless,being a human being who's instilled with compassion and love,
it seems that i always gotten myself into the wrong mix.part of life much?
afterall,i must say,this eye-opening experiences really got me intrigue much into knowing whats best for myself.

someone bound to hear my cries anyway,
i believe that someday somehow,
one true man will be a cut above the rest,saving me from my miserable misery.
fairytale much?tsk.
but for now,
i'll stay happy with the ones i have and will always be around whenever i need them(they better be!)hahas.

gawd this post sounds so ___________.